` there can be miracles, when you believe..Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill..who knows what miracles you can achieve..when you believe somehow you will, you will when you believe.. ;

As usual.

At 1:25 PM on Thursday, September 30, 2004

Was supposed to join mummy for a jog dis morning but lazy me couldn't get up and mummy din haf e heart to wake me up. Sigh. Told myself to go either in e afternoon or at nite but i din. I'm such a bum!

I've got myself a new occupation - A chauffeur. Little Sis asked me to pick her up from sch and I did. But her sch is lk only 5 mins from my house! E journey back took longer den she walk back herself. Want me to drive her still wanna complain my turtle speed and incompetence in parking. My young mistress is indeed hard to please. Tough job.

Feeling rather consoled knowing I haf frens around hu cares so much. Little gesture touches me deeply. Ever so sweet and caring. I feel so fortunate.

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CarysMummy

Another day...

At 2:45 PM on Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Woke up early today but still cannot catch up wif mummy's time so hafta jog alone. Though weather was super hot but still felt great after e jog which soon gone to waste due to my excessive and non-controllable rate of eating. Had overdose of mooncakes and other things. I hate myself for dat! URGH!

Reached sch early thot I could do some revision on my Accountings but nothing went in. As usual. Sigh. N once again i pissed my classmates off with my attitude. Really felt bad bout it. Today's lesson is about stoning and yawning. How interesting.

Hmm.. I know there are frens around who cares and I truly appreciate. U pple made me feel loved and I wanna tell u all dat I'm ok and thanx alot for ur concern. Thank God for great frens out there. I love u all.

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CarysMummy

Wad's wrong with me?

At 1:16 PM on Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Juz came back from a jog with my parents. Tired but great.

Hmm.. Had a grp meeting dis afternoon and my groupmates weren't late. My blog helped. However nothing much done. Sigh.

Felt sad e entire day. Wasn't productive at all. Not even concentrating. All the while I had something on my mind. Sigh. Halfway through e song 'The Servant King' came to my mind and I felt tears welling up but quick to wipe off before anyone even realised. Nobody will realise anyway. All too engrossed in listening to Daniel Tan except me. Perhaps I should haf joined Val & Mel for a movie instead. Trip home wasn't too good either. Listening to sad songs all e way. Maybe I should heed Shifu's advice and quit listening to them. Hmm maybe Shifu is right. I guess I must have pissed my classmates off with my long black face today. Sorry my dear classmates! I din mean it. Really.

All thanks to Shifu that my blog has songs. A com idiot like mi wouldn't know all these things. If not for shifu. Thanx Shifu!! However, i managed to find out how i can link frens and added Jinny on my own! Finally knew something but it was minimal. Nvm I will keep learning if Shifu dun mind teaching. Troublesome Tu er.

Hope I'm able to get up early tml to jog with mummy. Pray dat tml will be a better day.

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CarysMummy

A lazy and fattish day..

At 10:58 AM on Monday, September 27, 2004

Was the driver for the day. Drove mummy and sisters to Bedok Central for breakfast then to East Coast Park followed by Tampines Mall for lunch. Was supposed to join Nat n Gf for e sheare's run or join my classmates at sentosa but I was simply too lazy. Then mummy suggested cycling at ECP but ended up we recce the place for a bbq next sun. We found 4 trees ideal to hang e 4 hammocks I bought from cambodia and e area was suitable so we sort of 'booked' e place. Then instead of cycling, we reduced to walking around which was then further reduced to sitting down and talk. Was supposed to get rid of e calories from Mac Breakfast leh. So many programmes of losing weight but none succeeded. Serve me right for being so fat. Urgh. Din exercise at all and instead ate more den usual. Headed to TM to shop and haf lunch. Bought 2 tops and went Pizza Hut for lunch. Oh my, felt so sinful. URGH!

Saw Wee Yang online in e afternoon and chat with him for awhile. Felt happy to see him and start to feel amazed by wonders of technology. Can still communicate even when we're miles apart. But still happy to be able to keep in touch with him.

Sigh. Sch tml again. Weekends oways passes so quickly. Project meeting at 12 tml. Hope my groupmates wun be late.

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CarysMummy

Wee Yang's departure...

At 3:05 AM on Sunday, September 26, 2004

hmm.. finally decided to start blogging after such a long time and the first had to be a sad one..

Went to send Wee Yang, a dear fren of ours in BB YEP June 2004 off yesterday. He left for London to study and dunno when will he be back again. Felt really sad yesterday at e airport but i tried real hard to fight back my tears. Only allowed my tears to drop when i reached home and inside my room. Can't stop tinking of e days we spent together. Cambodia, motorbike rides, birthday, hammocks(ruining Reaksa's house), Starbucks, Sakae sushi, BBHQ and so many more. Too many fond memories. Not only with him but oso with e rest of the BB Yepers. Words simply can't express my deep misses. How i wish time would just stop at e days in Cambodia. Tinking of dem just makes mi wanna cry.. Gf,Von,Jinlian,Nat..sobs..I miss u guys!

Guess for now i can only wish him all e best...*sighz*

Had our group role-play yesterday. I tink it was pretty well done oredi. Was pretty satisfied although we din get full marks. Val, it wasn't ur fault at all. U were great! Really!N not forgetting Junyi did a good job in narrating..U guys are simply great!

Well i tink dat's all for my first blog. Gotta go for lunch. Till i blog again!

Here are some pics taken at e airport yesterday.

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CarysMummy

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