Me and Mummy's Day.

At 1:47 PM on Monday, October 25, 2004

Today's a weird Sunday. Everyone's not home except me and mummy. A rare sight indeed cos Sunday's supposed to be our family day. Daddy went golfing, Little sis went friend's house and attended concert after that while elder sis went M'sia over the weekend for some company event so there's only me and mummy left.

The entire house's already empty as early as 10am. Me and mummy went suntec to shop after sending sis to her friend's place. Bought 2 tops and a bag. Followed by a filling meal at Kenny Roger's. Pretty satisfying. Dun really mind a few more Sundays like this. Heez. Went home at around 2 to take a rest before we start our part 2 for the day.

Caught the programme 'Get Real' on channel news asia hosted by Diana Ser. Topic was about Blogging, the purpose of a blog. A medium to express feelings or unhappiness or outlet to vent anger. This I totally agree. After that took a nap, woke up and went for part 2 with mummy again.

Went to pick Sis up from her friend's place and send her to attend a Chinese Orchestra Concert (boring). Mummy decided to walk around Chinatown. The walk around the Chinatown Building brought back alot of memories. That place looks so much like the place we went to in Cambodia. The Olympiad Market (only Yongwei noes the name) where we took the motorbike ride to. I just can't help it but feel sad again. Full of misses once again that I dun even have the mood to look at other things. The emotional Jasmine's at it AGAIN. SIGH.

I MISS BB YEP 2004! I MISS DAYS IN CAMBODIA! I MISS YOU PPLE ALOT!!!

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CarysMummy

Nothing much.

At 12:44 PM on Sunday, October 24, 2004

Ok shall take this last few mins at work to blog using CC's resources AGAIN since mine went heaven. Sigh. Printed the FSI mcqs with the CC's printer as well. Well done! Shhh. Knocking off soon.

Finally get to see Weeyang online just now and chat with him awhile after sooo long. *happy* See, Shifu I dun only blog about unhappy stuff ok? I'm happy! =)

I HOPE I WILL START STUDYING SOON!! CANNOT SLACK ANYMORE JASMINE!

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CarysMummy

Unable to revive com. Sigh.

At 2:42 AM on Saturday, October 23, 2004

It's been quite some time since my last entry. I can't revive my com. I guess there's nothing I can do oredi. Called up linksys technical support for help thinking I can use my com freely soon but to no avail. Instead it made me more racist den ever. An indian lady attended to me. Oh my her slang is really terrible esp dealing with those technical terms. A com idiot like me oredi dunno many of the terms plus her slang made things worse. I practically had to 'erm pls come again','erm,again?','can you repeat?' at EVERY sentence she said. We were at it for like more than an hour. Can you believe it? After that it left me with a headache. That's how terrible it was. For once i must admit that in area of pc technical support, guys can do a better job. They seemed more convincing and definitely more patient. Note: guys are more superior ONLY in this field alright? So guys pls dun be too yaya over it. Or izzit because the lady's an Indian? Yes I'm a racist. But seriously she has really poor customer helping skills. She sounded as if she can't really be bothered with me and asked me to hold on a couple of times to chat with her fellow indian colleague. Wasted my time and yet cannot solve my problem. I called maxonline the night before and a guy attended to me. He was so patient with me that I felt quite bad for wasting his time instead. That's the difference. Or rather it's her slang cos I got pretty irritated as I couldn't understand her. You know? *INTERNEH* Sigh. I'm such a racist la. So much joke on them the day before with Eunice, Diyou, Ernest and e rest and I really kena one of them the next day. RETRIBUTION.

Went Bukit Timah for dinner after "studying" in school with Eunice, Diyou, Ernest, Leo, Theodore and Anfernee on Tues. Ah yes! Eunice was right! I must add that I dun lk that place!! Cos of that stupid black cat!! Haha. But I dun tink my scream was that loud though. Lol.

Something that stupid jasmine did yesterday. Giap-ed my finger when i open the window! Immediate blue-black man. So painful that I can only play tennis last nite with 4 fingers. Ouch!

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CarysMummy

lazy.

At 12:03 AM on Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Feels weird to blog so early in e morning. All thanks to my gone com.

Can you believe it? I actually watched a horror show WILLINGLY last night. Haha. Well that's because my younger sis say it's not at all scary. Since she dared watch, shouldn't be a problem for me too wad. She's only a LITTLE more brave and daring than me which she claims she should be e older sis and I think so too. She's just more mature and protective and when it comes to ANIMALS i'll just hide behind her and she'll say, "Er Jie ar, you very lousy wan leh, Come come I protect you." Opps, shows another useless side of Jasmine again.. Anyway, that show (left eye see ghost) is really not scary. It's actually super touching that I almost teared. USELESS! But the show is really nice.

It's my exam break and I'm supposed to have started studying. Oh my!! What am i doing?? Still planned to go shopping later with my younger sis. I SERIOUSLY hope i won't idle my study break away. I'd just DIE if i did. Sigh.

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CarysMummy

Right and Wrong.

At 10:25 AM on Sunday, October 17, 2004

Went reservoir to jog dis morning. Not with BF but mummy n sis. Afterwhich realised the car's aircon gave off poisonous gas so sent it to the workshop and e car had to be 'hospitalised' for observation. So poor sis and me have to walk a long distance home. Though long and tiring journey but was fruitful.

Ever since sis started work, time spent with her got lesser. Used to have heart to heart chat sessions with her till late at night but no longer able to do that. So we took the walking time back to catch up with some recent happenings. Discussed about issues that most of us should have known but not many are able to put into practice. Such as accepting people for who they are and putting ourselves in other people's shoes.

Told her about what i encountered for the past few days and what happened yesterday. Though she could understand why I felt that way but I could sense that she's not totally in approval of my doings and thinking. She told me that she was once like me until a good friend of hers made her reflect. Things like what I feel is right might not be right for other people, Who am I to pass judgements about other people? Everyone is different and I can't simply expect them to be e same as me. Not that I do not know all these but it's definitely easier said than done. But for things such as not being punctual, isn't it like a confirm not right thing to do for everyone? Am I not right to voice my views and show my displeasure? And do I not have the freedom to talk to people I feel like talking to and not talk to people I dislike? Is that wrong? Why is it that I should be confronted?

I do admit I have poor EQ and bad attitude. But you can jolly well keep your mouth shut knowing I have no wish to talk to you. Why talk for e sake of talking and make yourself more detestable? Things wouldn't be that bad if you would just shut that gap of yours. Again, people will come telling me off. Telling me that I'm wrong and went overboard. But can't I have e freedom to choose people to my likings? Den people will come and tell me I'm very bad and start to say bad things bout me. Sigh. I just can't seem to please everybody. Why is it so difficult?


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CarysMummy

Blog while I can.

At 4:06 PM on Saturday, October 16, 2004

Decided to blog while I can cos of my dead com. Dunno when i can use msn freely like I used to. Now have to use e outdated icq which is better than nothing.

Had our last presentation for e sem today. Everything went well except for e last part e Q&A session which got abit screwed up and left me and Ernest stunned momentarily. Good thing Ernest was quick to react owing to his excellent acting and smogging skills. Haha. Good job there Ernest! Not forgetting our 2 presenters, Junyi and Belony. Well done pple!!

Class ended pretty late today. Supposed to meet mummy and sis for dinner at 630 but couldn't reach on time. Did the most stupid thing I could ever do and I swear I'm never gonna do dat again. It just doesn't pay to be kind. Some pple just never fails to get on my nerves. Shan't let dis kind of pple spoil my mood. Went for dinner at PizzaHut and tried the teriyaki chicken pizza. See Shifu, Tu Er supports your company leh. Haha. But that was really nice. Had 2 pieces of it. I tink I'm powerful man. Proud of myself.

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CarysMummy

Useless.

At 4:06 AM on

My com is certified dead. In sch now so decided to make use of e com here to update my neglected blog. Have a presentation later and my groupmates are having a rehearsal. Again, useless jasmine makes no contribution. This is e second project that I can contribute nothing. Seriously NOTHING. First it was e SIA now this. What I'm capable is to BURN PAPER! Sigh. Useless thing. Sorry my groupmates. Oh ya Val says HI!

Went to pump e car's aircon gas dis morning. Mummy n Daddy came back last nite and says I'm silly. The aircon is actually not working well and silly jasmine thought it's just the weather!! Oh my, suffered e heat several days due to my stupidity. Den went KFC to try the new tom yam chicken with mummy. SHIFU, really no difference la. Pls reflect to KFC. Thanx.

The weekend is here again. Means gotta work and finally use proper msn to chat again. Been using web messenger all the while.

To my friends who care, thanx alot.


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CarysMummy

Why Why Why.

At 3:59 PM on Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I'm such a lousy thing. Can't get many things done properly. Why can't I be more careful in whatever I do? Why am I so careless? Why can't I be smarter? Why am I so dumb? Why can't I be less hot-tempered? Why can't I be more patient? Why can't I seem to forget and move on? Why am i such a boring gal? Why can't I be happy? WHY WHY WHY???

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CarysMummy

I'm glad. And sad.

At 9:05 AM on Sunday, October 10, 2004

At my do nothing workplace now. Another 4 more hours. Thot I'd just make use of the CC's resources to blog since my com kinda broke down. Sigh.

Had a wonderful time wif BF this morning. He came to my place at 830 instead of e arranged time at 9. Just love him so much cos he's such a punctual boy. Early in fact. Both of us just love punctuality. No wonder he's my BF. Lol. He created quite alot of excitements within my family early in e morning. They were lk all so excited that I'm meeting him for a run. So funny. Should have seen my Daddy's reaction. All can't wait to 'sell' me away. Sigh. But sorry I'm gonna disappoint all of you. Heez. Ok that's besides the point. We took a walk to the reservoir then started to jog bout 4.5km. Everything was great. Enjoyed the cool morning breeze with him, had a good chat bout many things. He's e second person besides Weiting who can jog and talk at e same time nonstop. Haha. Din noe i could too until today. Yup. We chat even while jogging. Simply had a great time. After which we went to mummy's shop then I drove him to Tampines for lunch. Looking forward to another day like this! Thanx BF! =)

Hmm.. Been tinking quite alot bout frens I haf recently. Reflecting and observing some stuff. Realised that little little things just makes certain group of people stand out from the rest. From small things just as taking a ride in my car tells something too. That's what I've observed after today but I guess I shan't elaborate more on this. It's just different and I noe. Their mindset and the way they're brought up. Really different. E more I tink e more I feel that BB Yepers are simply the best group of people I can find and enjoy being with the most. At least they dun grumble bout things even if it's not to their likings and behave like pampered and spoilt child critising bout this and that. I guess it's the way we're brought up. Just different. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much and reading too much into this but it does bother me. Silly Jasmine.

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CarysMummy

Wait. Wait. Wait.

At 12:54 PM on Saturday, October 09, 2004

Kinda agree with Val that life's bout waiting. Thot I've gotten pretty used to it being in the environment I'm in now but I realised NOPE. It's still e top 5 things I cannot stand. I know I'm impatient and I guess that's my biggest prob but can't people be punctual? Just can't understand why. Still can come up with some ridiculous excuses. What's becoming to people nowadays? Dun they just have any sense of urgency and punctuality? It's really testing my patience and pissing me off!

Well, I still hafta apologise to those who hafta take my nonsense. My bad and sickening attitude throughout the day. Sorry dear frens and hope u all can understand. I will try to change. I promise.

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CarysMummy

West Side Story..

At 1:25 PM on Thursday, October 07, 2004

How exciting. Travelled round e west today. Was supposed to pick my grpmate Junyi up at 1215. I left home at 1130 thinking I have more than enough time. HOWEVER, due to Ms Liu's EXCELLENT sense of direction, Ah YES! She lost her way. I reach his place around 1pm. Please calculate how much time I spent driving around trying to get to his place. I seriously looked STUPID driving round and round. I went to LOTSA places today. Whole of Jurong, West Coast, Bukit Batok, Commonwealth, Dover, Clementi Ave 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, travelled certain routes twice, took PIE Jurong several times, took AYE Keppel, West Coast Highway and some industrial areas which seriously looked alien to me cos hello i live in e east and never did travel to e west and wad's more my license is only 3 weeks old! Challenging man. I SERIOUSLY do not know where I'm heading to and how i ended up in those places. URGH. Thot I'll just look for PIE Changi Airport and head home when i spotted Nan Hua and finally found his place. Headed for Jurong East Library. And there Mr Lee Junyi posted another challenge for me. The stupid carpark is so narrow!!! Aye cannot do this to me ma. I'm so proud of myself today man.

Woke up this morning with aches all over!! Oh my Ms Liu is seriously old and useless.

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CarysMummy

Tired, old Jasmine...

At 12:42 PM on Wednesday, October 06, 2004

I finally touched the basketball again! After such a looong time. Had a game of bball with my classmates (Donald, Diyou, Junyi, Leo, Anfernee, Ernest, Shunrong and Zebin) today after sch over at Ngee Ann. It was a great time to burn off my excessive fats but din run much also la. Lol. Felt great to be able to touch the ball again. Felt so rusty ever since SAC's training. Great people, great time, it was all just too great. They are really good man. Impressive skills displayed. Hopefully I wun get aches all over tml. Looking forward to another session.

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CarysMummy

A day at e beach

At 1:44 PM on Monday, October 04, 2004

Picnic was great except for e rain dat kept playing trick on us. Found ourselves pretty dumb initially when we headed towards e beach while others are hurrying back cos of e rain. Ended up they are e dumb ones cos e rain stopped shortly. Wanted to set up a shelter with e groundsheets Sis's bf bought but he din noe how to. Where's our dear handyman Nat when we needed him? Haha. Reminds me of e shelters we had at Reaksa's place. Aww..Sobs.. Despite e rain, all of us enjoyed ourselves vey much. Avoiding e rain, tied a hammock but din work(as gd as sitting on e ground), BBQ-ing, chatting, enjoying e breeze, all just simply too great. It's wonderful to have this sort of activities once in a while to relive childhood moments.



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CarysMummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

At 2:35 PM on Sunday, October 03, 2004

Just came back from work. A job that requires me to simply sit, surf net, chat online, entertain and smile to whoever walks in. The MP came today and as usual e people will gather around him and escort him as if he's the king. He had policemen supposed to protect him but slacked around enjoying the aircon in the office. So ended up it seemed like e 4 policemen protecting ME instead. What a waste of taxpayer's money. Goes the same for employing me though. Haha. =)

However, today's work isn't just smiling to the MP, I had to take up the role of a nanny! Oh my! My colleague brought her 5 yr old son to the CC and gosh I swear he is the worst and most ill-mannered kid I've seen so far. He is just so demanding and rude to his mother and seriously overly spoilt. I'd rather remain childless than having such a problematic child. Just feel so sorry for my colleague for she is such a nice lady whom her son takes for granted.

Today is mummy's birthday. Her 3 beloved daughters bought her a bag and a treat to facial and body massage. Hope she liked it. Having a picnic tml to celebrate the second half of her birthday. Pray for good weather tml. =)

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CarysMummy

Crimes day.

At 12:12 PM on Friday, October 01, 2004

I drove to sch today on my own! Finally able to. It was such an adventurous journey esp e way home cos dat was e first time I tried dat route. Simply great! I guess e most challenging part for me was parking which I did well! Heehee..Daddy said so too when he came home..=)*Proud Jasmine* LOL!

The morning wasn't too gd cos someone stole me and mummy's sandals right at my doorstep! How terrible can these people get. Changed into our sandals immediately and threw theirs near my unit. Was horrified when I saw e 2 pairs of shoes lying near e stairs leaving me and mummy with one pair less! Horrible creatures. And dis wasn't the first time our shoes got stolen. Dis is already the 5th pair! Super angry man. Was telling mummy I hope our sandals will snap halfway and see how they can get back barefooted. Irritating people.

The very same morning Daddy called and say a burglar broke into my grandma's house, fought with the maid and injured her. Oh my! I was shocked. Mum and Dad just went to visit my grandma and said that e maid was pretty seriously injured. Had to go to the hospital and haf her cheeks stitched cos e burglar bit off a piece of flesh from her face. Oh dear! Mum said it was all swollen. So poor thing. But the lucky thing was my grandma was asleep so she did not get a fright. Can't imagine wad will happen if grandma gets a shock. Dis is terrible. This is not e first time too. Happened once when we lived there. Actually came in and stole our bicycle. Dis is getting really ridiculous. Hope nothing of the same sort will happen again.

I got back my bunny smile despite dose unlucky news dis morning. Looking forward to another exciting day.


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CarysMummy