` there can be miracles, when you believe..Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill..who knows what miracles you can achieve..when you believe somehow you will, you will when you believe.. ;

At 2:52 AM on Saturday, October 31, 2009

有惊无险又熬过了一个星期。。
It's been a week since I last updated. Unlike the frequency when I was on compliance. More pictures, more activities. Life then was....er...colourful? Nothing much to update since it's all work and no play. But still, just a few quick updates.

- so glad everything's cleared and all's good. Happy happy jasmine is back!

- started daylight saving so it's working from 4pm-2am now. Pros and Cons. I can have more time with my little darling but that would mean going home later and having dinner later which i dun really like. My little darling is getting soooooo much cuter these days. Such a darling really!

- work's rather hectic these days. Probably just shorthanded but I really like it. Keeps me busy the entire day with little toilet breaks and time to idle. I actually like to work non-stop. Yes i'm weird. But really satisfying at the end of the day though really dead beat. Never really felt that good ever since I started working here. But somethings just don't change. Just like how booking proof is still as annoying.

- Decided to believe in the chiropractic approach. Really all thanks to Da Sao that I found hope. The first consultation was optimistic although he was just explaining my case, then followed by the first treatment which already left me taking less painkillers but i dunno if it's all psychological and today went for my second treatment. Signed up for a package with them for 90 sessions altogether. The Dr's plan is for me to go on intensive treatment of 3 times a week for a period of 3-6 months. I actually look forward to every treatment but i'm starting to dread the journey. Imagine an almost one hr journey just for a 5 mins treatment? It's time to go home after conquering all the jams and looking for a lot and getting to the place. But then again, it's all worth it if at the end of the day he can take away all my sufferings. Seriously feels gd after each treatment. Liked the way he makes my bones 'crack', the way he twist my neck, my body. The 'crack' sound just makes me feel so good. Sincerely hope he will be my saviour.

That's all for the time being. Will add on when I think of more.

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CarysMummy

At 12:59 AM on Monday, October 26, 2009

找回最真的笑容。。。

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CarysMummy

At 4:49 PM on Sunday, October 25, 2009

Touched me quite a bit.. Really nice...

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CarysMummy

At 4:35 PM on

我最近找到了一个新欢，他姓全。全先生对我很好，一直在我身边支持我，帮助我。在我最不舒服的时候，他尽力的让我感觉不那么辛苦。每晚都会陪着我，永远不离不弃。

谢谢你，全能灵先生！

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CarysMummy

At 2:27 AM on

Presenting to you..... Ahboy's little darling! Another cute baby in the family who is 3 mths younger den Baby Wayne. Meet Nathan Joshua Challenger! Really cool family name yea?

Ain't he so lovable too?

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CarysMummy

At 1:48 AM on

Had my first appointment with Chiropractic First with Dr Leevi this morning. Today's all about him examining me and basically went through a biology class with me making sure I know the structure of my body and how it works. Sounds really optimistic. That's what i'm trying to be now too. Looking forward to my next visit next week for his detailed description of treatment for me. It's gonna be a very long and probably tedious process ahead. Gonna go like probably 3 times a week for a few months. Heard an eg took 8 mths in total. The distance and timing can be quite a problem for me. Need to wake up at 9 when i finish work at 2 and reaches home + slp around 4. Quite challenging but I should be able to make it. Noone can help me except myself now. And all thanks to Da sao I got a 50% off my first consultation! Yippee!

Lunch was at 翡翠. Me with the didn't slp the whole night face. Almost fell aslp listening to Dr Leevi's class.

Xiao Long Bao and the other baos were wayyy much nicer than those at Ding Tai Feng.

Went back to dear's place for a nap. It was good. Woke up and it's dinner time. Yes eat again. Dear had craving for ice cream and fries so here we are at Swenson's.

Ordered an earthquake which is so untidily prepared! Half melted and couldn't make out which is which. See la ahboy! Order all brown brown one!

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CarysMummy

At 9:02 AM on Saturday, October 24, 2009

人。。真的是非常可怕的动物。我开始看到，感觉到，领悟到，也开始怕了。为什么不能简简单单？为什么其实快乐可以离我们那么遥远？好想躲在一个洞穴里，避开所有可怕的人。有好多好多话想说但说了又怎样？你似乎已经否定了我，再说什么都没有用。你只需要做一件不对的事就会把你所做过的千千万万件好事都一笔勾销。人们也只会记得你的错，不会记得你的好。这就是现实的残酷。我实在不适合这种游戏，也不想参与。请教我该怎样做，才不会对不起任何人。结论或许是，只要是没有其他的人会从中受到伤害，哪怕是把我自己打得遍体鳞伤，就不会有任何的问题了。真的是这样的吗？

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CarysMummy

At 2:40 AM on Thursday, October 22, 2009

Very random thoughts hence this random entry.

Met this someone in office today who said something to me out of a sudden that affected me a little. Got quite upset for awhile.

Feels that it's quite saddening that whatever he said is coming true. I might just get it big time anytime soon. That kinda made me miss DISCO and its people alot alot.

Hate it that 85 is up and running again. Carparks are all sooo packed even the further one. Last night I actually made circles round 2 carparks and ended up at the same spot waiting for a lot. Of course this time is different, ALOT different. Not wanting to remember too much of the past, I gave up waiting and parked at the further carpark. But it's further X2 cause even the further carpark has no lots that are near. !@#$%^#$%^

Walking the same route back home seems so different now. Alot more scary now with all the construction and cats roaming around. It's actually quite scary to only hear your heels amidst the quietness late in the night. I really miss those times.

I'm so looking forward to Nov. Wayne's first birthday, challenging 4 days 3 nights without family hence have to stay over at dear's place waking up to his huge house with nobody except for the maids and of course our Korea trip.

Thanks dear for helping me to make an appointment with Chiropractic First which Da Sao recommended. Sounds so good that I wished i could go immediately. I hope my sufferings will be gone soon! I want good days ahead!

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CarysMummy

At 2:55 AM on Wednesday, October 21, 2009

这个世界太险恶了。人与人之间的相处真的不容易。笑里藏刀处处可见，事事也无绝对。到底用真心的人有多少？到底你会明白我的想法和心意吗？请不要一次又一次的否定我。

突然觉得小孩的世界真好。。。。

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CarysMummy

At 1:52 AM on Tuesday, October 20, 2009

It's back to work after being away for 2 weeks. 2 weeks flew past just like that. Seemed like yesterday that i set my out of office and now i'm back seeing those familiar faces and work again. Saw this on my table the moment i reached office. Was told that there are other words prior to this final one. So my colleagues are quite free when i'm not around ya? Still could afford the time to play with my paperclips. Or just plain mischievous despite being busy. They are GUYS you see. But still, it kinda made my day a little. Even my colleague from another department told me that he enjoyed reading the messages on my desk when i'm away.

Creation of my very free and creative colleagues. Wonder what word was it before this.

Spent almost the entire day clearing 1800 over emails. Giving me very bad headache. Half of the time I don't feel like reading them at all. Another reason why compliance is bad. Bulk emails doesn't get into my head at all. Had the worst headache in a while. Splitting.

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CarysMummy

At 1:19 PM on Monday, October 19, 2009

Photos from last night from Adeline's pro camera. So nice to have cousins around the same age.

His cousins are all so pretty. So stressful to take pics with them. Inferiority complex. (Right dear?)

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CarysMummy

At 1:36 AM on

Had an early birthday celebration lunch for bro-in-law at Tung Lok Seafood. Our all time favourite tim sum ala carte buffet with sashimi! Their sashimi is really good and we love it.

Lius.Pehs.Wong.My darlings.

He's just simply irresistable!

Second half of the day was back to dear's place where I took my afternoon nap after med and deprived dear of his as he helped me upload these pics onto facebook. Thanks dear! Then headed off to celebrate dear's cousin's birthday at Holland V, Essential Brew. Nice chill out place but food wasn't really to my liking. Waiting for pics from Adeline. Till then. Time for bed after a serious insufficient sleep coupled with effect of med. Goodnight!

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CarysMummy

At 12:05 AM on

Wanted to update last night but stupid facebook took up my entire night. Spent like more than 2 hours just uploading 80 pics to facebook. And by the time I'm done I just didn't feel like doing anything else. But then again I couldn't really sleep the entire night with my back giving me problems yet again.

Anyway, here's it. Saturday was for my all time favourite gals to celebrate JY's birthday. The evening plus night. Morning was tim sum with mei and mum and sent mei to Yew Tee MRT followed by going to Farmart Centre with mum to walk around. Nothing much there to see as compared to last time.

I thought it's time to learn my lesson with these gals. Yes the lesson with punctuality. Supposed to meet at 5 at Marina Sq. So I thought i'll leave home at 4 cos I needed to go for a car wash. And with the extraordinary long queue for carwash, I finished at 4.45. Which means i'll be late for once. So I reached around 515 but still noone there yet!! They came close to 6. Haiyo but the thing is, despite that, I still love meeting them! Looks like I'll just have to keep adjusting my own time. Haha. My dearest gals ah!

Dinner was at Xin Wang HK Cafe eating my favourite Peanut Butter and Condensed Milk Thick Toast. Becoming my all time favourite there.

Xin Wang HK Cafe

Then proceeded to Teo Heng. Yes 3rd K in a month.

This time we had a long room. Not very friendly and feels weird.

K ended at 11 and then proceeded to Helipad at Central for some drinks. Nice chill out place.

Shots with the Birthday gal.

Many shots taken with the nice scenery.

Sent the gals home, reached home ard 3am and there goes the day.

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CarysMummy

At 10:29 PM on Friday, October 16, 2009

Last day of Compliance. Day 10. Woke up, had breakfast, then it was 'working out' for yiyi and ah ma. Ah ma decides to bring little Wayne out to the corridor to try out his car. But due to the fact that little wayne doesn't know how to step on the accelerator (although he was very smart enough to move his butt out abit so that his leg can reach the accelerator), so ah ma had to use a long stick to help him press on the accelerator and move side by side with him. And his yiyi had to help him steer while the little boss sit back and relax. It was really quite a work out for us. But looking at his facial expression, all was worth it! Had fun and enjoyed ourselves totally laughing all the way!

This is Little Wayne sitting and playing by himself in his now downgraded playpen. He just looks so cute through the net.

He can stand fairly well already. The reason why ah ma downgraded his bed.

Meet MISS PEH!

His naughty yiyi's doing again. But he looks so SHE doesn't he?

Met dear to go to Bugis to shop. Reached there, got stopped by some Prudential guy and wasted 1 hr being psychoed by him. And yes we signed but will cancel after a month most probably just to entertain him. Disturbed our shopping plans. TSK! Anyway, I bought 5 tops, 2 dresses and a pair of sandals while dear bought only 2 tops. Had dinner at NYDC. Forgot to take pics for our food and thus only took what's left when we remembered. AHBOY!! never remind me!!!

Marks the end of my 2 weeks compliance leave. It's back to work next Monday. Super SIGH! But at least I still have dinner tml with the gals and dinner on sun with dear's cousins to look forward to. Good times just passes so quickly.

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CarysMummy

At 10:22 PM on Thursday, October 15, 2009

Compliance Day 9 PM. Supposed to meet the gals to Night Safari but postponed. So decided to meet dear for dinner. Went Suntec to walk around and got myself 2 pair of shorts, 2 tees, 1 skirt and a pair of slippers while dear got himself a pair of running shoes. Went for dinner at Ichiban Boshi and left very satisfied.

At Carrefour trying out the wizard hats for halloween.

Dinner was really good.

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CarysMummy

Compliance Day 9

At 10:08 PM on

Compliance Day 9 AM was at home again playing with Baby Wayne. Poor baby is sick and is not interested in anything. Just gloomy the whole day quietly watching his BabyTV channel. Rarely see him so quiet and sitting so still to watch TV and allowed blanket on him.

The little boss 闷闷不乐today.

So cute with little feet sticking out.

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CarysMummy

At 6:17 PM on Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Compliance Day 8. Spent the afternoon first going to Pasir Ris Downtown East to book chalet in Nov and then to Tampines to look for Little Wayne's First Birthday present. Had in mind to get him an automated car. That's been my dream when I was young to drive in one. Haha.

Him trying out his car.

He likes it! Kept exploring his car.

Red beetle. Got spoiler somemore! Cars we have at home are all red in colour.

Left him to play on his own and the next time we saw him, he was stuck in this hole he got himself into. Looks like he prefers to sit in the hole.

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CarysMummy

Compliance Day 7

At 10:19 PM on Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Compliance Day 7 AM. Woke up earlier to have my breakfast so that dear can bring me for lunch. Dear came and brought me to Old Town White Coffee at East Coast for lunch. Have always liked the food there. But of course it's because sweet dear came to bring me there specially. =)

Dear's rendang and my all time favourite prawn mee.

Coincidentally both in green. FYI I'm not into couple shirts/dressing. Heh!

PM was so much fun!! haha!! Although it was all the way at home but it was great! Came home after lunch and head straight to ransacking my room to find my private collection. Whole big lot of them. I diligently scanned each and everyone of them happily and the expressions and reactions of those victims kept appearing before my eyes. HAha! True enough, just mins after I loaded them onto facebook, comments started flowing in! It's the first time my facebook is sooo active and flooded with comments. Just imagine I have more than 5 pages of email alerts coming in and counting. That kept me busy for quite some time. I was busy laughing at every comment and replying them all. From everywhere, Pri, Sec and JC. It so feel like they are all gonna kill me for this and I've gotta go into hiding for awhile. Flying daggers seemed to be everywhere. Most seen word so far is 'OMG'. I should have started blackmailing and earn abit from there. Haha. But, these are really priceless! But then again, this indeed brought all of us together. Memories, fond ones, tak glam ones, glamorous ones, whatever they are, they are all part of us. 谁无过去? It's sometimes really nice to take them out for a good laugh. I swear this gotta be the longest I've ever laughed. From 1pm all the way till even now. Some of their comments are just hilarious! Mum thought they were funny too! But dear thinks i'm very mischievous as always. Haha. But it sure makes me miss those times...alot...

Fengshan Primary School. Pri 6/1 form teacher.

SAC grad night. Compulsory to be in white.

Sec 4/8 with e-maths teacher, Mr Robb.

Here comes hideous pictures.

TPJC prom night. Flop. I think I look like the fat version of Quan Yifeng. ARGH!

02A10

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CarysMummy

At 1:25 AM on

Compliance Day 6 AM was nanny to my little darling. Mum decided to leave him with me while she sent little sis back to ntu. So it was the morning till lunch just with him, putting him to bed (which is the challenging part) and playing with him. It was amazingly easy putting him to bed and I slept with him. He was such an angel. Didn't scream, didn't make any noise, just quietly went to dreamland in my arms and slept for a good 1.5 hrs and woke up an angel still! Smiled so sweetly at me and clapped so happily nonstop. Ah ma said he looks good when he had enough sleep.

Here's pictures of little wayne just showered.

Compliance Day 6 PM, met up with Ivan for dinner after don't know how many years. I even forgotten when was the last time we met. Certainly years back. Btw, Ivan's my first love. Back in TPJC. It's been 6 years. And after these years, we met again, both grown up, matured. Certainly lots of memories but all history. Now, we should all be looking into the future, the future I have with you, my dearest.

This is Ivan. Nice meeting up again.

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CarysMummy

At 6:18 PM on Sunday, October 11, 2009

A very simple Sunday. Stayed over at dear's place after housewarming. Woke up to breakfast right infront of me. Nice. Then it was to Anchorpoint and Queensway to shop around for bro-in-law's present. I bought 3 shorts and dear bought 2 shirts. It's always nice to spend Sundays like this.

Waiting to enter carpark.

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CarysMummy