Right and Wrong.

At 10:25 AM on Sunday, October 17, 2004

Went reservoir to jog dis morning. Not with BF but mummy n sis. Afterwhich realised the car's aircon gave off poisonous gas so sent it to the workshop and e car had to be 'hospitalised' for observation. So poor sis and me have to walk a long distance home. Though long and tiring journey but was fruitful.

Ever since sis started work, time spent with her got lesser. Used to have heart to heart chat sessions with her till late at night but no longer able to do that. So we took the walking time back to catch up with some recent happenings. Discussed about issues that most of us should have known but not many are able to put into practice. Such as accepting people for who they are and putting ourselves in other people's shoes.

Told her about what i encountered for the past few days and what happened yesterday. Though she could understand why I felt that way but I could sense that she's not totally in approval of my doings and thinking. She told me that she was once like me until a good friend of hers made her reflect. Things like what I feel is right might not be right for other people, Who am I to pass judgements about other people? Everyone is different and I can't simply expect them to be e same as me. Not that I do not know all these but it's definitely easier said than done. But for things such as not being punctual, isn't it like a confirm not right thing to do for everyone? Am I not right to voice my views and show my displeasure? And do I not have the freedom to talk to people I feel like talking to and not talk to people I dislike? Is that wrong? Why is it that I should be confronted?

I do admit I have poor EQ and bad attitude. But you can jolly well keep your mouth shut knowing I have no wish to talk to you. Why talk for e sake of talking and make yourself more detestable? Things wouldn't be that bad if you would just shut that gap of yours. Again, people will come telling me off. Telling me that I'm wrong and went overboard. But can't I have e freedom to choose people to my likings? Den people will come and tell me I'm very bad and start to say bad things bout me. Sigh. I just can't seem to please everybody. Why is it so difficult?


By,
CarysMummy