Bad bad day.

At 5:42 AM on Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Yup I'm at e CC again. Today's extra working hours. Still prefer here den at CDC. At least I can do my own things without much restrictions. Too many staff at CDC makes things difficult unlike here where there's only 1 staff. How I wish e next 2 mths is spent at CC instead of CDC. Sigh.

I still cannot get over e loss of my shoes. This time round I'm very much affected cos dat's a pair of shoes with sentimental value. I feel like crying. Yes I'm sentimental and emotional. But why can't they steal other pairs? Why must it be that pair? I dun mind if some other pair got stolen but I just want this pair back! I'm sad. Extremely sad. Looking at e empty space where my shoes used to be, I can't help it but feel really sad. At that same moment, associated memories flashed back once again leaving me with a feeling of deep misses all over again. Everything still seemed so vivid that tears uncontrollably rolled down. BB YEP June 2004 has indeed left behind countless fond memories that will live within me till as long as I live. That's e impact it had created on me.

Woke up today not feeling too good. Felt unwell and weak when I went to bed last night. Could feel my limbs strengthless and periods of coldness. A feeling I've not felt for a long time. Even this morning wasn't too good. Restless and lethargic. Unusual. What's wrong with me? Is that the result of missing too badly? Or am i falling sick? I just can't explain the emotions going on within me. Simply indescribable.

By,
CarysMummy