Touched.

At 5:50 AM on Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Went to visit Ah Ma yesterday again. This is the first time in 19 yrs i visit my Ah Ma so frequently. Yes I've not been a good granddaughter all these while no wonder she can't recognise me dat day. BUT! Things have changed! Dat day she couldn't recognise me even when I'm standing right infront of her. But yesterday she was already jumping excitedly when she saw me opening the gate outside! She was busy looking for the keys when i approached the door. I was really touched. Looking at her excited and happy face i really felt fortunate and loved. And AGAIN! She asked me why my hand so cold. LOL! I was wearing a three quarter sleeve shirt den and cute ah ma was lk trying to pull my sleeve right to the end saying next time wear longer ma if not cold. Haha. My right sleeve after being pulled by her indeed grew longer den my left sleeve. Haha. Now, another interest of mine would be visits to ah ma's house. Ah ma loves me I love Ah ma too!!

After visiting Ah Ma, I went home, ate and took a bath before I head for TTSH to visit my colleague. I was really shocked by what I saw. Her condition became so bad that I could feel the pain for her. The doctor said she's already in the final stage and will go into coma anytime. It was the first time i saw her opened her eyes and look at me. Then I really felt like crying but I noe it wasn't appropriate. There is so little we can do. We talked to her family members and it's really saddening. Could feel the pain they are going through. Really praying for miracle. Dear Lord, Please don't take her away.

It's often the case that we'll appreciate one another more only when certain things happen. I must tell myself I can't wait till den to appreciate people around me. I dun wan to regret. I've oredi experienced it and I dun wan it to happen again. Though I've been constantly telling my family I love them but I noe action speaks louder than words. I guess my little sis must be feeling quite irritated with me cos I tell her I love her every day and night. But i really do. I really wish the 5 of us will be together forever. Just like what mummy thot of doing when they say the world's gonna come to an end in y2k. She has decided that she's gonna use a long and strong rope to tie the 5 of us together so we'll never gonna part. My dearest family-Daddy, Mummy, Jie & Mei - I LOVE ALL OF YOU DEARLY!

In case tomorrow never comes, I must tell all my frens out there that I treasure all of you. Really.

By,
CarysMummy