What do I want?

At 3:46 PM on Thursday, December 16, 2004

Went dinner with 'ah yi' today. It has never occurred to me that I'll one day sit down with her for a nice dinner and have personal talks. After the last time I left CDC, I thot we'll never keep in contact again. But it's heaven's will that made me meet her again and re-know her once again. I really thank God for that.

Once again the same topic was discussed. The weird thing was I thot I was strong enough to face this and I thot I wasn't really affected by it. But the truth is after wad she said to me i could feel tears welling up. I dunno why. By right I should be able to take it. It's nothing much frankly. But But But.. Why did I actually feel something?

Chat with him today. Really miss him.

A big THANK YOU to jinny hu helped me with my blog. Well done my dear! And not forgetting Shifu too..=)


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CarysMummy