What's happening?

At 1:36 AM on Friday, December 31, 2004

Just got to the office from my uncle's place. Got up at 6 today and went to his place to help out cos today is my cousin's wedding day. Yes another wedding but this time there isn't much enthusiasm. In fact not at all. Just a cousin whom i talk less than 2 sentences to in 10 yrs. Merely a 'hello' cousin. If you consider 'hello' as a sentence den it'll will one sentence per yr. Sigh. Pathetic.

Today is my last day. Not gonna wait till tml cos I'm sick of it. I'd rather earn less. Should be feeling damn happy but i seem feeling-less now. Yes I'm happy but I'm feeling more of tired. Very tired in fact.

The year is coming to an end. To conclude, 2004 has been a pretty terrible year for me as well as for the world. Right from the first day of 2004, many things aren't going smoothly for me. I shan't list them out here cos it's damn alot. Got attacked by a crow at the back of my head with it's claws that scratched me yesterday. Even wanted to attack me a second time from the front luckily i dodged in time. Really shocked me terribly. Couldn't recover from the shock for a long time and I dun understand why people found it funny. Their first reaction was to laugh when they heard which upsets me. I really hope that'll be e very last thing that will happen to me. Not mentioning the whole lot of shit i took at work yesterday that made me flare up for the very first time in 6 mths working at CDC. Even my colleagues were shocked. Shan't mention that again. Tired of repeating.

To think I've been crying everyday since the start of the week. Been really down. I guess I really need a break. A break from everything. I'm tired. Hope Fri's countdown and chalet will make whole lot of difference and I shall be recharged for the new year and a new school term. I will be back again.

*For this I promise you shifu that tu er will be back*

By,
CarysMummy