Long long post.
At 3:29 AM on
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Shall begin with the job I've started on Mon. It was my dream timing however not exactly my dream job. I'm only happy cos I'm fortunate to have found an office job from 830am to 1pm where I can leave for sch which starts at 2pm. Perfect timing. Which company would want to hire such worker for such timing everyday? It's none other than back at Southeast Community Development Council. (Okay Shifu, not that I REALLY love PA so much. I guess it's fate really.) First time I worked there was after my A's under the Social Assistance department handling only the kindergarten scheme. Second time I go back there again was during my first sem sch hols under the Projects department handling Medical Benefits applications for the elderly and some other events. This time I go back again under Social Assistance doing registering of cases and other stuff. But this time I actually feel the stress. One thing cos I'm still studying. My little pea brain can't really take so much. No doubt working half day is good, but when i'm at work I tink of schoolwork and worse still when i'm in school I tink of my work. Afraid I might make mistakes and imagining my boss cursing me behind my back and worrying what I will get the next morning I go to work. Everyday's about worries and rushing. I must leave at 1pm sharp so that I can rush back home and get e car and rush to school just on e dot. I've learnt to go beyond my 80km/h cap. That's bad. But yesterday was relaxing cos kind Eunice offered to come to my workplace to pick me up so that I dun haf to rush!! That's so sweet and understanding of her.
Coming up next is the Seoul Garden lunch I had with Jinny, Donald, Leo and Nizhen. Met up them at Bugis Seoul after work. Had a fun and laughter-filled day. As usual the zhong ji mi ma game AGAIN and guess wad? How sway can I be? First shout and BINGO i got the right number. IDIOT! Forfeit doubled. Number 62 I will never forget you! I tink I'm the Seoul Queen. (Jinny, it's time to step down. I'm next!) Argh. Ate damn alot. What's this about losing weight eh? Sigh.
Us at Seoul Garden. Does it look familiar? Yes it's the same place. Same seat summore.
Our very own prawn omelete in the making.
Finished product. It's really tasty no joke.
Leo's hokkien mee in the making. Dun judge by appearance. It taste really good. Good chef we have.
As compared to the other time I had with e Yeppers, this time is really different. Food cooked were really delicious and satisfying.
After which we went to watch White Noise. Yes you did not see wrongly, JASMINE WATCHED HORROR! Actually it wasn't dat horrying considering e fact that half the time I watched it through my own 2cm by 2cm screen. Lol.
Recently I've finally experienced for myself what mummy used to tell me. She used to say,'you will experience it when u reach e age.' Dumb, naive and innocent den, i dun quite understand. Tinking I might not get the chance to experience it. But now i do. It is really the passing phase where u experience different things at different age. I guess for now it's e relationships phase. Heard a few problems with relationships among my friends. Conclusion? Guys are TROUBLE.
I have this serious psychological thing bout me. I just can't be in love for long. Feelings come and go at rocket speed. Believe it or not. Even I tink it's too scary and cannot be explained. Many people say that's cos i've not met the right person. Hope it's true. But whatever it is, I enjoy my life now. Friends and family are all I need. Why do I need a boyfriend when I have friends who loves me just as much? I'm afraid to fall in love. They will just disappear. It's scary. By,
CarysMummy
Jasmine
