I will be fine.

At 3:18 AM on Sunday, July 24, 2005

Driving along the expressway blasting sad songs seems to be what I enjoy doing now. The long journey really sets me thinking. Although I can choose to be happy or sad but most of the time I let my emotions rule over me. I'm still trying to change.


After reading Jinny's blog, I feel as if she's talking about me. ( Extracted from Jinny's blog: How does it feel... knowing you can't have the person yet you found yourself helplessly in love with him/her? Not a good feeling, definitely. Love always will never be within your control. ) Something that reflects what I'm feeling now. Why do humans always get troubled with matters of the heart? I wish it doesn't affect me.


Lessons this week are the best ever since I started school. Good lecturer plus good concentration I had though I admit my thoughts wandered off for a while in between but still managed to come back. Finally not some lost sheep in class. Let's just hope it remains like that till the end of this sem.


Saw a motorist flew off his bike on my way home the other day. Ouch! That's quite scary and left me in quite a shock for awhile. Had phobia when bikes come near me.


Me and mum were actually frightened by a kitten this morning. We were practically screaming and running like 2 crazy women early in the morning with the kitten chasing behind us. It's seriously quite a scene with people turning to look at us. But it's really scary I tell you. Mum got so scared she held on to my hand so tightly that it actually left me with 2 scratch marks bleeding. That's how scary it was.

By,
CarysMummy