Thoughts and more thoughts.

At 10:25 AM on Monday, July 18, 2005

I know I tend to think about things a lot. But ever since I know this group of people, I think about things even more. And why do I feel troubled when I start thinking? Should I even start thinking about those things? Are those my priorities now? Will others feel that I'm thinking about things that are too far away? Am I thinking too much again? I should stop dwelling on something impossible, be realistic and move on strong.

Indeed I think my perspective of things now have changed. I like this change though. All thanks to the wonderful people. They made me change my way of looking at things somehow. For the better of course. To the extent I kinda felt older. I won't say I'm mature but maybe older than my age? I don't know. The weird thing is I can communicate better and feel more comfortable being with people older than me rather than people my age. Weird.

And I think they have become so part of my life that sometimes whenever I see nice things or nice places they will come to my mind instantly. I'm just happy and look forward to being with them.

A million thoughts running through my mind now but I'm unable to tell you and I won't tell you. Trying to master the skill of liking someone isn't about possessing. Wish me luck.

By,
CarysMummy