Well..

At 4:03 PM on Sunday, July 17, 2005

Somehow it just feels like things have changed.

I do not like this feeling I'm having. Not at all.

Am I falling deeper? I hope not.

I know I have to let go and step back.

I've been trying to control and it seems it worked for a moment.

Is it back? I hope not.

It is not easy.

I just gonna try. Real hard.

By,
CarysMummy