错过了就不会回来?

At 7:31 AM on Saturday, August 20, 2005

I wanted so much to get the cd Ms Mak set her eyes upon at Marina Square last Friday for her. The earliest I could go down was Wednesday as I have no school. So I happily head down to Marina Square thinking I should be able to get the cd since we saw it only a few days ago. I couldn't remember the name but should be able to recognise it the moment I see it. Remembered the row and location it was last seen. Happily reached there but to my surprise, the entire area was empty! Where are all the cds we saw that night!? I searched other shelves and pulled out each and every cd to look at e cover but still couldn't find it. Searched through the same cds for a good 4 times to make sure I didn't miss any. Still I couldn't find it. Left with a great sense of disappointment. After that I thought to myself, we really got to grab all chances and opportunities and never let the things we like slip past just like that. Once we miss the chance it's hard to come by again. I regretted not buying it on e very same day we saw it. Was thinking of giving her a surprise but who knows I've just missed it. Many times in life we face such circumstances and consequences will always be disappointment and regret. Just when will I learn to be decisive and fight for what I want? Can the same thing apply to relationships with people? If I were to remain passive and not do anything, will I eventually live to regret? Knowing he's just so near and yet I chose not to fight for it. Will I be writing the same thing all over again on the day he slips past? The same moral applies?

By,
CarysMummy