Nostalgic.
At 4:24 PM on
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Been having lots of misses for lots of things lately. I know you won’t be reading this anyway. Really missed times spent with you. Whenever I think back, heartache hits me hard. I try not to think but it just surfaces naturally. I feel like a silly cow. Anyway, whatever. Things will not be the same ever again no matter how hard I think about it. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve missed out the best things or people that are right beside me all the while? And just that I’m so trapped in this world of mine that I failed to appreciate and cherish all those around me. Just how many innocent souls I’ve hurt? I’m sorry all.
I wish school will start soon though I hope it will drag longer before I really step out into this realistic world. Therefore I hope as well it will not end so soon so starting later means ending later but I can’t wait to go back to school. I’m such a contradicting cow.
Headaches seemed to come pretty frequently these days. Is it stress or plain thinking too much?
By,
CarysMummy
