Rantlings and misses.

At 4:34 PM on Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Love the office at this time of the day when no one’s around. How I wish the office will be like that everyday. Did what I hated most just now. I’ve told myself so many times that I’m not going to oblige and do what they tell me to do the next time but still, I do not know how to reject and got myself all upset and angry again. I SIMPLY HATE COVERING COUNTER DUTIES!! I repeat, I HATE COUNTER DUTIES!!! Each time after I finish counter duties, I swear I’m NOT going to do it again but I just can’t reject when asked to. Is that part of what I’m supposed to do? Is that my job scope? How come I wasn’t informed right from the start? It seems I’m starting to hate working here more each day. On the other hand, what holds me back is some of the wonderful people here and the time flexibility. Just tell me what I should do!

Been watching this Korean series ‘Full House’ recently. Stupid sis introduced that show to me and made me depressed. Yes, depressed. It made me fantasize such a guy who only exists in shows and waking up realising that it will NEVER happen in reality. To watch the show in tears showing utmost sympathy for the dream man. Why on earth would anyone want to produce such a show? And the worst thing is there are actually people who watch them. How dumb can I get? Told my sis I do not want to watch already. It’s all her fault. But I must admit it’s a touching show.

I finally had a rather proper chat with Xiufong after like more than a year or more. It’s been such a long long time since I last talked to her. I realised I still liked talking to her. Yes I miss her lots. As well as Qing and Sebrina. Sac days are still the best! It’s been a great little catch up with her this afternoon and I’m really happy for her that she’s found her love. But this catch up is too short! Meet up soon k?

I kind of missed all my friends out of the sudden. Weird me.

I have an egg tart that my most favourite colleague forced me to have on my desk. That’s also one of the reasons why I can’t bear to quit. They are just so lovely. But what should I do with the egg tart? I’m so full. That’s also why I’m kind of afraid of them. Too lovely. A ‘no’ does not mean a ‘no’ to them. I’ve said I do not want but still it landed on my desk. Haha. Nevertheless, I still like them.

I’m seriously getting fatter. Can’t say no to food seriously. And can’t say yes to exercise. Well well…





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CarysMummy