Very long and random.

At 4:26 PM on Monday, November 14, 2005

There’s nothing much to blog about recently because everyday revolves around just work. Indeed working here has become stagnant and there is nothing much for me to learn. Time flies and it’s been about 10 months ever since I temp here. There is simply nothing to look forward to at work. Let me tell you my job scope. It’s just simply to flip through the hundreds of applications, check that applicant’s copy of NRIC, child’s BC, payslips or income declarations are submitted and decide to recommend or not to recommend. Then key in their data into 3 different database and that is key in e same lot of information thrice and come up with the statistics. After which, hand the processed forms over to my manager for approval which she will then pass it to the DGM for approval again. Then they will be returned to me for recommendation of assistance online. Lastly, send a letter of notification. These few steps will have to be repeated over and over again for the hundreds of applications. This is what I have been doing for the past 10 months. Nothing more interesting or different. Just tell me what do I learn from doing those? I know I shouldn’t be complaining but I’m really really sick of my work. I yearn for a change.

I dreamt of him last night. Holding my hands with the same warmth he has given me 2 years ago. The same feelings, the same touch. I know why I dream of him. It’s because I miss him. Yes I do. I do not wish to hide anymore. Indeed I still have feelings for him. First love is always the sweetest and most unforgettable. Silly Jasmine is still hoping he will come back one day. How silly indeed.

Took leave on Friday as I have a dental appointment in the morning. Initially thought of just taking a half day morning leave but in the end decided I should just take a break off work. Just look at how wonderful life is without having to work. After my dental appointment, went to have lunch with mum n sis at pizza hut. Sis actually had cca that day but she decided not to attend and go shopping with me instead since I seldom take leave. It was a splendid day out with her. I’m enjoying her company more each day. She’s not longer the little girl she used to be. Mature and sensible now, I’m able to confide in her without having to worry that she won’t be able to understand. She has indeed grown up. Walked around orchard, combed several shopping centres. Though tiring, it was a wonderful day. Bought her a harry potter triwizard maze game, her all time favourite. She’s simply too in love with harry potter that she has a collection of things associated with him. I guess she’s really happy to have that game. Seeing her happy I’m happy too. Headed home after an entire afternoon out. Took out the game to play. Hey that was really fun! Played till wee hours till mum have to come and tell us it’s time for bed. When we have our own rooms after Da Jie moves out, I would probably miss sharing a room with her gossiping n singing throughout the night when we can’t sleep.

Ah yes Da Jie and my pretty much confirmed brother-in-law to be has gotten their new flat. Which means they will have to ROM pretty soon. This is getting so exciting. MY SIS IS GETTING MARRIED!! Oh just can’t believe it. Having an asset at such a young age. Another phase in life. I wish them both happiness. Dajie, I want you to be happy always. Oh ya, please reserve a room for me in your new flat! HAHA! Mum came up with the idea of celebrating my 21st at their new house. I thought it’s a great idea. That would be nice. So should I still ask my colleague to help me book the PA bungalow? Will see how.


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CarysMummy