` there can be miracles, when you believe..Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill..who knows what miracles you can achieve..when you believe somehow you will, you will when you believe.. ;

At 4:02 PM on Friday, February 24, 2006

Why is it that sometimes I don't feel that you like me? A sense of insecurity arises. Your long awaited replies and indifference sometimes scares me and leaves me guessing in uncertainty. Please tell me if I'm just thinking too much?

By,
CarysMummy

At 1:30 PM on Sunday, February 19, 2006

To the Ex,
I thank you for those words. Those words that made an impact on the heart that I once thought might be dead. But no, it has relived. Now a heart that had moved on and no longer yearns for you. I really really want to thank you.

To the Present,
I thank you for making my heart alive and kicking once again. To feel what I thought I will not get to feel again. Even if all these are just temporary, I'm contented. At least I know my heart still knows how to feel. But I sincerely hope all these stays and even flourish.... I really hope you feel the same way too...

By,
CarysMummy

At 9:27 AM on Saturday, February 18, 2006

Had another wonderful lunch with Andrea and Phoebe. *Happy*

Hmm..I think I...Hmm..=)

By,
CarysMummy

At 12:23 PM on Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Baked cookies for my sis's friends as well as my friends for Vday last night. Smart Sis wanted to make 'I Love You' hence we did as told. She bravely took up the task of moulding the 'Heart' shape cookies, Very smart Mum quickly grab the letter 'I' and left with the letter 'U' for me. So there the 3 of us stupidly and diligently made those cookies.

The finished product. Just look at the 'U's made by me will do.

My Dad can really draw. A pity he didn't pass any of those gd genes to me. He draws after dinner every day and before he goes to work every morning. He will then laminate his finished product and hang them around Mum's shop. Took these while attending the shop today.

By,
CarysMummy

At 8:06 AM on Monday, February 13, 2006

Woke up in the morning to find a table full of food all prepared by our beloved mum. Presenting to you......MY BRUNCH!

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CarysMummy

At 5:12 PM on Sunday, February 12, 2006

Visited my uncle's place for the first as well as the last time today. It was indeed an eye opener for me. The most 'interesting' semi-detached house i've seen so far. Really amazed. If I don't know them, I'd probably think they are in the karang guni profession. Haha. You gotta really see it for yourself to understand what i mean. Totally beyond description.

While waiting for the aunties who went around exploring the house, me n sis started taking pictures!

Taken inside the house. Can't really see how 'interesting' the place is.

Taken outside the house while waiting for Dad to come and take the keys from us cos he lost his whole bunch of keys.

I guess the best part was the dinner! My uncle is a great cook. I'm falling in love with his cooking!

Our dinner cooked by uncle. Really delicious I must say!

Went shopping after that. Mum bought me a bag as a present for V-day! For many years she has been the one buying me present for V-day. How sweet.

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CarysMummy

At 3:25 AM on

From the time I woke up at 830......yoghurt, tapioca chips, love letters, sesame dumplings, rice crackers, prawn rolls, pineapple tarts, yam paste and pumpkin paste...Everything into my stomach in just one morning!

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CarysMummy

At 2:18 PM on Saturday, February 11, 2006

Today is the first time i work full day. My first time having lunch with Andrea and Phoebe. They are such wonderful and fun-loving ladies and they made my stay there much more enjoyable. Looking forward to more Friday lunch sessions with them!

Hmm i tink Mum's weird. Whenever she sees me using the com, she gets all excited and ask me if there's any gd news. I've given up but seems she hasn't. Probably she's the one who likes him. Haha. Whatever.

By,
CarysMummy

Okay this is quite scary.

At 11:07 AM on Friday, February 10, 2006

Something I did yesterday. The more i look at it, the more i tink it's quite gross. Haha. Too much of something is always not good.

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CarysMummy

New Jasmine.

At 4:01 AM on Thursday, February 09, 2006

Been away from work for 5 days. Came back today and realised Phoebe changed my password to 'happy123'. Then i was thinking to myself, many people wants me to be happy and i want to be happy too! Those negative thoughts about me being ugly and fat and blah blah shall all vanish from now on. And most imptly! He shall be the first to vanish and never ever step back into my life again! YES! This shall be it! LALALA! Jasmine's happy! *Gives mega-wide smile*

By,
CarysMummy

At 9:34 AM on Saturday, February 04, 2006

I've fallen again.

When will you ever hear my heart crying, shouting and yearning for you?

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CarysMummy