At 4:11 PM on Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm really guilty for neglecting the bestest group of friends in my life. For always missing gatherings and meetups. I'm really truly sorry my dearies. Lao Gong was so right about me. And really thanks a lot for tonight. I realized how much I actually miss the girls. I know I've always missed them (though it doesn't seem to be the case to many of you) but after seeing them again today, I came to a conclusion that they make the bestest friends one could ever have in their life. All of them, ever so sweet and such dearies. The care and laughter, I feel so attached to them once again. Thank you all for not giving me up even though I've been always missing in action without rhyme or reason. I've always had the mindset that friends aren't that important as long as I have my family that's enough. Today, I finally straightened out my thoughts. They are the friends that I needed. Really. I feel peace being with them. I can be myself with them. I can let my hair down totally with them. I just feel great with them. And this is the side that my JC, Uni and other friends didn't see. That Jasmine that they see is not the real Jasmine. Only the girls saw the real Jasmine.

I've been feeling really upset the past few days. Thinking of him and only him. But the girls came and filled my heart tonight with abundance of joy. Thanks to all my dearies ( Lao Gong, Sebrina, Hwee Ying, See Hwee, Jie Ying and Hao Yun ). Not forgetting Xiufong and Wenqing of course! I miss and love you girls lots!

By,
CarysMummy