At 1:15 PM on Saturday, August 26, 2006

I really have absolutely no confidence this time. I'd rather not try than get rejected straight in the face. Though it seems it got denser, there's nothing i can do except to keep psychoing myself. I do not have the courage to try. I still want him as a friend.

I've never had this kind of feeling before. The feeling of loneliness. I felt it halfway through lecture today. And it scares me.

I have too many things I wanna say but dun have the courage to. Sigh.

By,
CarysMummy