170 days left..

At 4:51 PM on Friday, June 27, 2008

To continue or not? I felt quite bad when dear finally told me the truth. He told me he's really tired and it's no joke. He has been staying up waiting for me till i get home and give him a msg every night ever since i started work. Mum has also been staying up till i get home and till she hears the door lock. I just heard her told doc that she hasn't been slping well lately, slping at 2 plus and waking at 5 plus. I've not seen nor talked to dad the entire week. This is really getting unhealthy. I finally broke down and cried last night in dear's arms. Thinking back at those wrong choices i made really upsets me. For now, rejecting Millenia's offer is the greatest thing in my head now. Sigh. I know I shouldn't be looking back.

Went to have my foot treated. Doc say it's due to my crooked backbone that is pressing down on my foot and exerting strength on the wrong place causing a swell in the bone and causing the abnormal blood circulation. Something like that and it's all interlinked. Now what I need to do is go for accupuncture to improve blood circulation and eat stuff that will strengthen my lungs and other organs. According to the doc, if the condition doesn't worsen, it's considered as cure as there is no cure to this. Just make sure it doesn't worsen. Had a round of accupuncture just now. Really painful man.

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CarysMummy