173 days more..
At 10:23 AM on
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Today is Day 7. Work is significantly getting tougher. Many more complicating ideas to squeeze into that peabrain of mine. Not that I'm stupid and can't understand. In fact i'm amazed by myself how i can understand those and even ask intelligent questions. If only I'm like that during schooling days then probably I'd have fared better. The old me's always too afraid to ask and everything goes past that head of mine without processing. It's a miracle how I survived till now actually. That aside, though i'm willing to put in extra hard work now, those are afterall not my cup of tea. Interest rate swaps, buy and call options, premium, notional amt, rate fixing, debit, credit, accrual and other related matters, these are things that I thought i'd left it with RMIT and never will take them back again. And now i'm facing all of them, familiar but not quite familiar again. Thinking of all these again, naturally linked me with regrets again. This time I have a rather big regret. I regret rejecting the Millenia offer. But well, life is full of regrets but impt thing is to be able to leave them behind and move on! I will be able to do it!
Dear is right. This job is wearing everyone out. I know it. I'm still trying to adapt too. It's ok, I'll be looking out for opportunities during this time. For the good of everyone. By,
CarysMummy
Jasmine