At 1:59 AM on Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Ask me what have I done the entire time since I came into the office – Practically nothing. No idea what I’m here for. Quite sick of staring at the pc most of the time. Beginning to rust, to grow cobwebs. Talked to a colleague from Asia today and apparently he’s shaking legs a lot too. Can’t get to sleep last night because of the terrifying incident yesterday. Each time i close my eyes the scene just comes to mind. Mummy couldn't sleep too and is thinking about moving away. Considering I deliberately took the drowsy medicine although I was feeling not too bad just to have a good night's sleep, I still didn't manage to sleep well. Either I get headache everyday or gastric prob every other day. Everyday's about looking into my bag of medicines and deciding which ones to take. Cos if I solve my headache den my gastric will get it. Really sucks totally to feel unwell everyday. Someone please save me. Now my shoulder/neck is hurting really badly and causing a very bad headache. Either someone manages to save me or kill me if you can't. I've had enough!

By,
CarysMummy