At 1:31 AM on Friday, August 21, 2009

The sight of medicine really frightens me alot now. I can't believe it i start feeling very afraid at 5 mins before the time for medicine. Really afraid. I have more medicine than food in my stomach and my mouth taste nothing but medicine. Went to seek chinese doctor's help this morning. Did accupuncture and tui na. It was quite painful esp the one inserted into my head and left a bump now. Ouch when i touch it. He said I should have approached him earlier. A look at my xray he said that a segment of my neck is displaced/slanted and there's no cure for that. He can only administer accupuncture to minimise my headaches and neckaches. So, does that mean i'm gonna live with this for the rest of my life? Constant painkiller? Seems to have lost all hope although I did feel that this chinese doctor could improve my life. Sincerely hope so.

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CarysMummy