At 11:41 PM on Saturday, August 22, 2009

Still in a state of tremendous shock. Never felt this kind of fear before. Was trapped in the lift alone about 1.5 hrs ago. The lift stopped at my floor but the door refuses to open. Immediately rang my mum who rang the lift maintanence who said he'll arrive in about 25 mins time. The feeling is just horrible. I could see mum and sis outside, could see that home is near but there's a barrier stopping me from going home, going to them. To be in that kind of situation is really fearful. There were alot of thoughts running through my mind. I was afraid the lift will plunge down suddenly and I'll leave all my loved ones right before my eyes. I know I think too much but really cannot help it when you're in that kind of situation. And when the lift door suddenly opened on its own, and when I saw mama and papa who immediately rushed home and climbed the stairs up 13 storey to save me, I just teared. Papa was all panting from the stairs and considering he's not young anymore, the look he gave me seeing that i'm fine made me so touched and immediately teared. And I made mama so worried for me for consecutively 2 days. Last night she thought something happened to me when she couldn't reach me and stayed up to wait for me and couldn't sleep the entire night. When she saw me she just gave me a hug and said,'吓死我了' I really feel extremely touched and warm. And tonight this has to happen. Just how many unfortunate events I have to go through? My heart cannot really take it anymore.

By,
CarysMummy