At 2:40 AM on Thursday, October 22, 2009

Very random thoughts hence this random entry.

Met this someone in office today who said something to me out of a sudden that affected me a little. Got quite upset for awhile.

Feels that it's quite saddening that whatever he said is coming true. I might just get it big time anytime soon. That kinda made me miss DISCO and its people alot alot.

Hate it that 85 is up and running again. Carparks are all sooo packed even the further one. Last night I actually made circles round 2 carparks and ended up at the same spot waiting for a lot. Of course this time is different, ALOT different. Not wanting to remember too much of the past, I gave up waiting and parked at the further carpark. But it's further X2 cause even the further carpark has no lots that are near. !@#$%^#$%^

Walking the same route back home seems so different now. Alot more scary now with all the construction and cats roaming around. It's actually quite scary to only hear your heels amidst the quietness late in the night. I really miss those times.

I'm so looking forward to Nov. Wayne's first birthday, challenging 4 days 3 nights without family hence have to stay over at dear's place waking up to his huge house with nobody except for the maids and of course our Korea trip.

Thanks dear for helping me to make an appointment with Chiropractic First which Da Sao recommended. Sounds so good that I wished i could go immediately. I hope my sufferings will be gone soon! I want good days ahead!

By,
CarysMummy